self introduction
I think there's a big difference between how people see me, how I introduce myself -like I would do now here- and how I frankly am.
So, here's what I would write about me, so people might become curious to get to know me, and my friends probably wouldn't disagree with all of that:
I'm very open-minded, creative, out-going, naive, optimistic, courageous, sometimes a little mooney, but clever, alternative, intellectual or at least well (enough) educated, practical, DIY, with the head full of ideas so I never get bored. Generally I just do what I like and hardly ever wait long for anyone to join me, means, I can do things alone. So I love my freedom. I would like to consider myself an apolitical person, but there's too much left to be done in this world.
And here's the honest part:
I curse too much about ignorant people, while doing so, I'm necessary ignorant myself. I spend a lot of time on the couch doing nothing. I sleep a lot. I like to be alone every day for at least an hour, better 3. I don't like cooking very much, I hardly ever cook for myself or for others and if it's not necessary I don't eat more than to satisfy my hunger. I read sometimes but I finish a book far too rarely. Sometimes I have to stop reading a newspaper because I'd start to cry. Either I get upset or sad, so I rarely read the news. I need a lot of time to read a scientific text and afterwards I'm not sure if I understood it correctly. Often I'm not very confident about myself. I don't hear very well. Not too rarely I feel out of place, and then I feel unwanted by the ones I adore and then I'm afraid of them and avoid them. Also I get annoyed very easily, by people I may secretly admire, because I can't feel part of them. Even if they should see me as one of them, like a part of the family, even if they somehow appreciate my presence an honest lot - I just wouldn't recognize that, especially when I'm feeling out of place. Of course I also get annoyed by people who are in fact annoying or just stupid.
So, here's what I would write about me, so people might become curious to get to know me, and my friends probably wouldn't disagree with all of that:
I'm very open-minded, creative, out-going, naive, optimistic, courageous, sometimes a little mooney, but clever, alternative, intellectual or at least well (enough) educated, practical, DIY, with the head full of ideas so I never get bored. Generally I just do what I like and hardly ever wait long for anyone to join me, means, I can do things alone. So I love my freedom. I would like to consider myself an apolitical person, but there's too much left to be done in this world.
And here's the honest part:
I curse too much about ignorant people, while doing so, I'm necessary ignorant myself. I spend a lot of time on the couch doing nothing. I sleep a lot. I like to be alone every day for at least an hour, better 3. I don't like cooking very much, I hardly ever cook for myself or for others and if it's not necessary I don't eat more than to satisfy my hunger. I read sometimes but I finish a book far too rarely. Sometimes I have to stop reading a newspaper because I'd start to cry. Either I get upset or sad, so I rarely read the news. I need a lot of time to read a scientific text and afterwards I'm not sure if I understood it correctly. Often I'm not very confident about myself. I don't hear very well. Not too rarely I feel out of place, and then I feel unwanted by the ones I adore and then I'm afraid of them and avoid them. Also I get annoyed very easily, by people I may secretly admire, because I can't feel part of them. Even if they should see me as one of them, like a part of the family, even if they somehow appreciate my presence an honest lot - I just wouldn't recognize that, especially when I'm feeling out of place. Of course I also get annoyed by people who are in fact annoying or just stupid.
daisee gell - 7. Mai, 01:11
